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How to stay paralyzed by fear of abandonment
How to defer to men in solvable predicaments
How to control someone to be a carbon copy of you
How to have that not work and have them run away from you

How to keep people at arms length and never get too close
How to mistrust the ones who supposedly love the most
How to pretend you’re fine and don’t need help from anyone
How to feel worthless unless you’re serving or helping someone

[Chorus:]
I’ll teach you all this in 8 easy steps
A course of a lifetime you’ll never forget
I’ll show you how to in 8 easy steps
I’ll show you how leaderships looks when taught by the best

How to hate women when you’re supposed to be a feminist
How to play all pious when you’re really a hypocrite
How to hate god when you’re a prayer and a spiritualist
How to sabotage your fantasies by fears of success

[Chorus]

I’ve been doing research for years
I’ve been practicing my ass off
I’ve been training my whole life for this moment I swear to you
Culminating just to be this well-versed leader before you

[Chorus]

How to lie to yourself and thereby to everyone else
How to keep smiling when you’re thinking of killing yourself
How to numb a la holic to avoid going within
How to stay stuck in blue by blaming them for everything

[Chorus]

Alanis Morissette  ”Eight Easy Steps”

My outfits for Convergence are coming together. I think I will look 100% badass all weekend. Here is a list of things I’ve gotten: 

  • Black gun garter with throwing knife.
  • Face Lace - one for the side of my face and a pair for eyes
  • New Bras

And things I already have that I can choose from

  • Black dress with petticoat and green belt
  • Spiked heel-less heels 
  • Green and black vinyl heels
  • Thigh high boots
  • Black pumps
  • Black corset dress
  • Black and pink corset
  • Black and green taffeta skirt
  • Black and red Red Riding hood costume
  • Purple Cloak
  • Numerous tights and fishnets 
  • Lots of Make Up

Trying to decide what else I need before C20.

talesofalamia:

Apparently my fashion preferences out me as kinky. I was with a client and we ended up talking about clothes and he asked me what things I like. We were at a doctor’s office so I pointed to the model spine and said I’d like a dress with a spine built in and the client looks at me and is like, “you’s kinky ain’t ya?”

Of course I drew a boundary and didn’t answer but, damn.

vespa-amazonia said: …does this actually surprise you in any way

I mean that’s a jump in logic from alt fashion to kinky for a person who only knows my professional mask. 

Apparently my fashion preferences out me as kinky. I was with a client and we ended up talking about clothes and he asked me what things I like. We were at a doctor’s office so I pointed to the model spine and said I’d like a dress with a spine built in and the client looks at me and is like, “you’s kinky ain’t ya?”

Of course I drew a boundary and didn’t answer but, damn.

http://vespa-amazonia.tumblr.com/post/82947363147/talesofalamia-vespa-amazonia-so-as-i-am

talesofalamia:

vespa-amazonia:

So as I am purchasing three trade paperbacks of a particular comic book series primarily because an attractive person of my acquaintance reads them quasi-religiously, i realize: the curse is upon me, I am become a FAKE GEEK GIRL

and then i try to calm…

1) Because I’m awesome

2) You are welcome

3) I regret nothing and standby my statement. 

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